I was so afraid to come on here for the past few months because I was feeling better for a while. This wasn't my complete focus for once in two years, and that was nice. It still isn't I guess, but I am leaning more towards my old habits. Schoolwork is so stressful, and college apps....god. I just.....I need the structure and focus in my life that anorexia gives me, you know? It makes everything easier for me. So, I've started eating a lot less. I've been doing Zumba a few times a week. It feels so great, I forgot how great anorexia feels.
Okay I have to post these Amanda Nørgaard is my Idol:
