"Lose everything and what is real will still remain. When you get down to it we are just Paper Dolls waiting to blow away." My Battle with Ana.
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Sunday, June 19, 2011
Had an amazing revelation
I got so much exercise during the trip I must have lost at least two pounds. It was so beautiful on the island- it was just incredible. Despite the fact that I broke down and told two long time friends about my ED (Kinda, I just said I had a lot of food issues). It was like 3 in the morning and we were sitting by the water and talking. Somehow the discussion of Body image and Media, and "horror of modern weight expectation." And I burst into tears. I love them though, so it's okay. ANYWAY. I was looking at pictures of the trip on Facebook, and (being so extremely tired) I found a picture of a girl (profile view) standing on the rocks and filming the water. I was so excited because she was so thin, I thought she was perfect. And I spent over five minute's trying to figure out who she was before I finally realized, it was me.
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Wow. That's so amazing.
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