Update on life

I got a new job, at a market close by. I started my senior year: IB English, AP psychology, and two college courses. Plus college apps. I want to major Occupational Therapy, and minor in Concert Violin. I've been looking at a few colleges Universities. My GPA is really low from the one and a half years I spent in and out the the hospital (2.9-3.0 ish). I want to transfer after my first year. Whatever.

I got a car!

Subaru Impreza 2010. I loveee it. I was in recovery for the summer- look how fat I got! :(

I thought I was okay for a while. I still don't want to be sad. But I want to be thin really bad. College stuff is really stressing me out. I just feel terrible. And my stomach is used to food now so it's hard to starve. I just don't know how to NOT be anorexic. I don't feel like myself if I'm not restricting. I should have been coming on here more ( I just was afraid I would be triggered- too late, oh well.) You guy's have always been so amazing, I'm going to catch up on reading everyone's blogs I promise!

I got a puppy: Her name is Sobie. She's a white German Shepard.